December 2010
31 posts
rawr insomnia!!
okay so apparently on top of spending all of christmas eve with a fever and no voice, and still being sick on christmas day as well, my body has decided that it no longer desires sleep. Pretty ironic since i’m pretty sure the most sure-fire way to get healthy again is something along the lines of lots of fluids and lots of REST! But i guess that’s not gunna happen. Maybe i’ll go...
Society's standards are fucked. If you're reserved...
couldn’t say it any better myself!!
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!
May you all (even those who don’t celebrate christmas) have a very happy holiday season filled with friendship, family, kindness, love, and generosity! <3
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either you like me or you dont!
either way i’m BEGGING you to make up your mind before someone’s heart (most likely mine) becomes collateral damage…
Laundry Time!
You know you’re living the official college experience when you come home not having done laundry since the last time you were home and your mother sends you to the town laundromat because you have way too much stuff to wash it all at home without causing serious traffic in the laundry room. At least ill get it done all at once and be able to go out rather than being stuck at home washing...
you know that moment...
When you walk back into your empty room after saying goodbye and know that even though you get to come back, they won’t be here when you do, and suddenly your body just aches all over and you can’t help but break down into sobs after fighting with all your might to stay brave for so long..
adsfkjk
just wrote such a good post-wake up post on my phone about today and then realized that i wrote the message in the wrong box so none of it actually went through and now i don’t have time to re-write it because i have less than 3.5 hours to finish a 2 page single spaced philosophy final and study for a psych final at 10:30am.
people suck
what makes it worse? it’s definitely all in my head so i technically have no right to be annoyed at all. pointless anger is probably the most worthless emotion and because it fuels itself, you just gotta wait it out and hope you don’t hurt hurt any feelings if and when you inevitably lose your temper.
…oh what i’d give for a shred of normalcy in my life, even if only for a...
Dear Finals, why are you still not over!?
2 down since monday which i most likely failed even though i was more than prepared for each of them. Only one left tomorrow at 8am and then i have to turn in my take-home test final for philosophy and then i am officially done with 1st semester of my sophomore year. This would be a very exciting thought if it were not followed with the thought that the end of the semester means my friends leave...
is it possible to have the superpower of super boy...
sometimes, usually at the lowest of the lows, i think that there’s no one out there who could possibly love me for who i am when i don’t even know who that is.
irregular sleep cycle/ partial insomnia < being...
yayy meds! =] boo side-affects! =[
Dear Finals, i hope i'm ready for you =/
5 days left...
So with only 5 days left until the 1st semester of my sophomore year in college i come closer and closer to the much repressed thought of once again being unfairly separated from my home away from home and a family of friends who i couldn’t imagine living without. Unfortunately, shits about to get real. In the weeks to come and then the following month as well I will be saying goodbye to...
Today is one of those days...
When i wake up at 9am and force myself back to sleep until 11, angry that the light from outside creeping through the shades has interrupted my dreams
When i have to build up the energy just to get in the shower and start the day
When i know all my roommates and friends are judging me for doing absolutely nothing with my life
When i just want to crawl back into bed, listen to john mayer, forget...
334. talking to the person you like
greatfeelings:
submitted by dmc-killa
sometimes talking to someone means more than any physical contact. i’m learning to stop getting ahead of myself are start cherishing the smaller things in life so by the time i find that special someone i can have memories to look back upon and a deeper connection than just a physical attraction. But of course the tender kisses and all that other...
i'm starting to think that 24 hours in a day...
especially when i spend 99.98% of my time not knowing what to do, or what to live for. If I don’t know where i’m going, why should time continue to move on leaving me in the dust? I guess i’ll have to mull it over another time since my waking hours are up for today due to the fact that i have to be awake in 6 hours to study for class at 8am. I’m waiting for the day when i...
